thankz

today was a very meaningful day for me..i realised alot of stupid mistakes i have down...i didnt realise i was such a stupid and childish basketball player until today...thankz ANDY from anderson basketball lesson for giving me a valuable lesson

although i purposely elbow him in the face...he said...'y u play until like that...i treat u as a friend one lor...nex time dun do it again..' and he smiled at me....i was super touched....lifelong experience...thankz andy

on a lighter note...we are one foot into the semis le...hope we can do well on monday and advance...

i hereby swear that i will not play dirty...anymore...treat ur opponents with respect and dignity...friends on and off the court...

why? part II

im still up at 2 am...cant really slp..cause i have been slping for the whole afternoon...kinda thinking of alot of stuff...especially what coach said abt me...deproving in my bball skills...getting lazy...no hunger....blah blah...why does he have such high expectations for me...i know im one impt player in the team...but for the previous match....my teammates were doing pretty well...so i need not have to take matters into my own hands...but coach i assure u...when its time for me to shine...i will deliver...like a mailman...


and yah..for the past one hour...another thing has been on my mind too...i aint sure abt how i present myself to others...ppl sae im scary...ppl sae im kaobei...ppl sae im childish ppl sae im insensitive...but tts me...and i have been thinking of life after the season ends...much lesser free time..to spent with my love ones...i'll be into the mugging mode...reallie hate that kind of life...but at least i have given much thought to what i am gonna do for the rest of the year...im not gonna spend the last few months of my jc life like last year...regretting what i have done...what i have not done...get my priorities rite..but im afraid i lack the initiative to do the things i like..perhaps tts my style...lots of aims and planning...but no actions..


and i must sae i reallie look forward tothe upcoming second round of matches...im gonna prove to everybody that i can do it



"Everyone will have bumps in the road,
so you need to stay focused. I'm here to
tell you to stay strong. Don't give up. No
matter what, today is a new chance."

-Carmelo Anthony

why?

so we hc bball is in to second round...tough fight in the opening round of matches...i would say we progressed to the second round...having mature in our team play and stuff...but still there is room for improvement...

the sad thing is that not everybody got a chance to clock some mins...but i just hope that every single basketballer must realise that basketball is a team sport....if u cant contribute on court, u contribute elsewhere...nbd is useless in the team...many a times i noe that coach has poor team management skills but still respect thir decision and work towards our team goal...i noe i may seem that im not sympathetic towards the bench warmers coz i got to play most of the time...but there's nth else i can do but urge all my teammates to rpove their worth...haiz...this prob is bothering me...

being a captain...i am at a lost...i dunno how to handle this prob...i cant let the 2nd liner play coz im not the coach...i cant appease u all by letting u all play...coz im not the coach...what can i do...?the only thing i noe is thatonce u are in the team...u mus always be prepared ...both physically and mentally...whether u get to play or not...the top piority is that u be prepared when in any case the coach needs u...

lastly...may hc bball own...nice