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Friday, April 13, 2007

im a tired soul right now...blogging on my stagnant blog..haven been updating for so long coz i am bloody busy...whats with life nowadays....its meaningless...its frustrating to see urself not getting what u want...being the egoistic me...i cant accept failures quite easily...it hurts my pride to see myself lose out..but then again...whats pride...its nth compared to the difficulties u are gonna face in the future...its an agony to live in suspense...and to live pondering over things u thot are real, feelings u think are real...yet it ends up being a fantasy...i hate that bloody feeling...

its ok to screw up...my GP tutor wrote us a quote which i find very true...but it makes no sense to write this kinda inspiring quotes when u noe that in real life its not easy to bounce back when u fail and when u are not successful...sometimes,i hate ppl coming up to me to sae cheer up when i am sad yet they noe that its difficult to CHEER UP in that kind of situation..anyway...i mus say that education is a screwed up system...it claims to teach us how we can handle our problems by offering us the bes solution for each problem...i beg to differ...sometimes the problems u face are so overwhelming that u noe the textbook style solutions cant help u...fuck education...the best way to solve problem is thru experiencing failure...and in future..when u encounter the same prblem...u noe how to solve it

and i just cant understand y the word emo is so frequently used nowadays...last time when ppl sit quietly by themselves...ppl sae they are acting cool...now when ppl sit quietly by themselves, they are being emo...wtf....sometimes ppl sit quitely by themselves becasue they are reallie sad or they are thinking of some stuffs...so being an EMO-kid is the trend now issit....im constantly being bombarded by this word and now im slowly falling into the trap of using the word EMO.. pls la ppl...just becasue everybody says the word emo doesnt mean u mus use it too...be original and creative pls...


im sorry i sound so fustrated but its true that i am fustrated...but ppl hu disagree with me can just fuck off...no time to argue

once again...sorry for this reallie angry testimonial...i'm just feeling fustrated.thankz

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