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hohoho..3 weeks into the june holidays. Please join the MUGathon, or you will regret it for life. Kiasu Singaporeans rushing for the Great Singapore sale is a common scene but it seems like its different this year because come july 1 there will be a GST increment, damn the govt!

my jc life has come to a conclusion (what's a jc life without CCA?). pretty sad considering my new cca is the mugathon...hahah..but instead of mugging, i have been chiong-ing return of the condor heroes dvds. i cant help it..coz the female lead actress is such a beauty. it will be a waste if i dun watch the dvds coz xiao long nu is too chio...haha...obssession i guess..

my juniors are nice..farewell dinner for the seniors was quite fun altough we did nth much...we simply just tok cock all the way..looking forward to bball chalet in december...long way to go though. thankz...my juniors...ur dedication in making cookies and cards for us is greatly appreciated!!!! we should call ourselves the hc bball gals instead man...haha...

had stayover ytd at my friend's hse...oh man...its quite interesting that my friends have very interesting stories to entertain me...muahahah...especially those with explicit and sexual content...nv fails to perk me up...muahaha...as usual...bridge tournament is a must during stayovers...ended up wining 4 dollars..shuang...coz the money comes from the pockets of jian rong...its a joy wining money from him...

BEWARE....those ppl in the reading room. pls do not leave ur tidbits unattended because im gonna eat them...if u realise ur food is gone...dont blame me coz u left it unattended in the first place...sorry man...lol...gtg everybody...cya..

thankz

today was a very meaningful day for me..i realised alot of stupid mistakes i have down...i didnt realise i was such a stupid and childish basketball player until today...thankz ANDY from anderson basketball lesson for giving me a valuable lesson

although i purposely elbow him in the face...he said...'y u play until like that...i treat u as a friend one lor...nex time dun do it again..' and he smiled at me....i was super touched....lifelong experience...thankz andy

on a lighter note...we are one foot into the semis le...hope we can do well on monday and advance...

i hereby swear that i will not play dirty...anymore...treat ur opponents with respect and dignity...friends on and off the court...

why? part II

im still up at 2 am...cant really slp..cause i have been slping for the whole afternoon...kinda thinking of alot of stuff...especially what coach said abt me...deproving in my bball skills...getting lazy...no hunger....blah blah...why does he have such high expectations for me...i know im one impt player in the team...but for the previous match....my teammates were doing pretty well...so i need not have to take matters into my own hands...but coach i assure u...when its time for me to shine...i will deliver...like a mailman...


and yah..for the past one hour...another thing has been on my mind too...i aint sure abt how i present myself to others...ppl sae im scary...ppl sae im kaobei...ppl sae im childish ppl sae im insensitive...but tts me...and i have been thinking of life after the season ends...much lesser free time..to spent with my love ones...i'll be into the mugging mode...reallie hate that kind of life...but at least i have given much thought to what i am gonna do for the rest of the year...im not gonna spend the last few months of my jc life like last year...regretting what i have done...what i have not done...get my priorities rite..but im afraid i lack the initiative to do the things i like..perhaps tts my style...lots of aims and planning...but no actions..


and i must sae i reallie look forward tothe upcoming second round of matches...im gonna prove to everybody that i can do it



"Everyone will have bumps in the road,
so you need to stay focused. I'm here to
tell you to stay strong. Don't give up. No
matter what, today is a new chance."

-Carmelo Anthony

why?

so we hc bball is in to second round...tough fight in the opening round of matches...i would say we progressed to the second round...having mature in our team play and stuff...but still there is room for improvement...

the sad thing is that not everybody got a chance to clock some mins...but i just hope that every single basketballer must realise that basketball is a team sport....if u cant contribute on court, u contribute elsewhere...nbd is useless in the team...many a times i noe that coach has poor team management skills but still respect thir decision and work towards our team goal...i noe i may seem that im not sympathetic towards the bench warmers coz i got to play most of the time...but there's nth else i can do but urge all my teammates to rpove their worth...haiz...this prob is bothering me...

being a captain...i am at a lost...i dunno how to handle this prob...i cant let the 2nd liner play coz im not the coach...i cant appease u all by letting u all play...coz im not the coach...what can i do...?the only thing i noe is thatonce u are in the team...u mus always be prepared ...both physically and mentally...whether u get to play or not...the top piority is that u be prepared when in any case the coach needs u...

lastly...may hc bball own...nice

im a tired soul right now...blogging on my stagnant blog..haven been updating for so long coz i am bloody busy...whats with life nowadays....its meaningless...its frustrating to see urself not getting what u want...being the egoistic me...i cant accept failures quite easily...it hurts my pride to see myself lose out..but then again...whats pride...its nth compared to the difficulties u are gonna face in the future...its an agony to live in suspense...and to live pondering over things u thot are real, feelings u think are real...yet it ends up being a fantasy...i hate that bloody feeling...

its ok to screw up...my GP tutor wrote us a quote which i find very true...but it makes no sense to write this kinda inspiring quotes when u noe that in real life its not easy to bounce back when u fail and when u are not successful...sometimes,i hate ppl coming up to me to sae cheer up when i am sad yet they noe that its difficult to CHEER UP in that kind of situation..anyway...i mus say that education is a screwed up system...it claims to teach us how we can handle our problems by offering us the bes solution for each problem...i beg to differ...sometimes the problems u face are so overwhelming that u noe the textbook style solutions cant help u...fuck education...the best way to solve problem is thru experiencing failure...and in future..when u encounter the same prblem...u noe how to solve it

and i just cant understand y the word emo is so frequently used nowadays...last time when ppl sit quietly by themselves...ppl sae they are acting cool...now when ppl sit quietly by themselves, they are being emo...wtf....sometimes ppl sit quitely by themselves becasue they are reallie sad or they are thinking of some stuffs...so being an EMO-kid is the trend now issit....im constantly being bombarded by this word and now im slowly falling into the trap of using the word EMO.. pls la ppl...just becasue everybody says the word emo doesnt mean u mus use it too...be original and creative pls...


im sorry i sound so fustrated but its true that i am fustrated...but ppl hu disagree with me can just fuck off...no time to argue

once again...sorry for this reallie angry testimonial...i'm just feeling fustrated.thankz

dead..alive...dead...alive....and dead again....bball practice is damn tiring....my legs are going wobbly wobbly...knee hurts like hell....arrggghhh...

....i manage to pon H3 chem lecture..but apparently my friends did not help me sign....wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...dead man...

tmr bball practice again...nice...hahahahah

=)

long time since i last updated.....3 weeks into sch already......homework piling up like fuck....bball practices are crazy too.....

many things happen these few weeks la...its all cleared now....just have to say....when men with big egos like me clash...MISUNDERSTANDINGS do happen....but all we have to do is deflate our egos and sort things out...really glad it is all a misunderstanding.....=)